I know that sometimes separation is good, it makes you grateful for the time you do spend together, it makes you rely upon God instead of pleasurable emotions. However the separation from Alyce, Ben and Jonathan is just down right painful. I am blessed to have them as my children but it is so hard to let them go. I want Jonathan to know that we do love him and care about him, I want a relationship with my grandson that I suppose is never going to be the way I want it and that hurts.
Thank God that I can rely upon him to fill that hole inside of me created by the distance between them and us. Without Him it really would be unbearable. With God all things are possible and I have to believe that! Faith is not faith without times that require faith and only faith to get you through. God only wants good for His children, so I give it to him and do the most powerful thing I can do, PRAY.
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