Just when you think can't get anymore amazing, bam, I'm going to be a nanna again. I am overjoyed to think that the blessings we have with Jonathan are going to double with another bundle of joy.
Feelings of love for my beautiful family overwhelm me at times. Just lately have been wondering about my sister. Where is she? Is she o.k? Does she have any grandchildren? Have thought about trying to find her with a P.I. but what if she doesn't want to have contact, or what if me making contact makes her life difficult or even dangerous. Not knowing i excruciating so I'm going to leave it in God's lap and if/when He tells me to go ahead I will but not before.
I am feeling more settled about life, wanting vision but not demanding it!
Working out my relationship with God and how to be real, honest and genuine is my latest concern. I don't want to be formatted or be in a box. Just myself. Can I do this? Be totally honest with myself and God. Not sure, but hey here goes.
